Would you believe the book has nearly three pages on mood swings in month 2? If not, you haven't been around me this week. Holy cow!!
If my head starts spinning and I puke green pea soup- I would not be surprised. I am almost embarrassed at how horrible I am. Why? I am so thankful, and it is horrible to behave this way. I've pent the last two evenings hiding at home with the animals and my DVR. Stupid things make me SO angry- I mean, really pissed off. Thankfully I was given teeth to bite my tongue with. My eyes do this blur thing and I feel like I'm turning into the Hulk. Lets just say its a good thing the legislature has been quiet this week :)
The flip side of this is when I'm good- I'm good. I'm smiling and laughing more, things are way funnier. Also things that should upset me or make me cry- aren't. I've been incredibly calm about some major stressors. I've gained a new appreciation for someone with BiPolar .
Of course, the food aversions continue to be humorous. For example- my two favorite sandwiches are Zoe's chicken salad and Newk's pimento cheese. Well, they were my two favorite sandwiches. The thought of them make ill. I tried the pimento cheese the other day and scraped all if the cheese off. I craved spaghetti (remember?), can't finish a plate of it now.
My daily Coke is like manna from Heaven. It soothes my stomach and tastes so very good. I only drink one, so I try to savor it. Jellybeans and Mike and Ike's Cherry/Bub are really helpful right now too.
I used to LOVE warm softbatch cookies with milk, now I prefer a Chips Ahoy. What?! Ive also been craving cantalope, but I'm way too lazy to buy one and cut it. guess I'll stick with breakfast foods and nachos for now.
Tomorrow is the 8 week mark. Ill celebrate it by seeing my parents and nieces and nephew!!! Hopefully they'll keep me in a great mood :)
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